2020 has been a year from Hell.
But with all this time contemplating how we got here I’m determined that its going to make me better. In many ways I’m very much not better yet. Right now I’m less healthy then i was to start the year. So much stress, so much disruption to all of my good habits and hobbies that kept me physically fit. But the year has caused me to look a little deeper and remember what is important. Its uncomfortable. Its inconvenient. Part of me want to just give up on life. Play more Xbox, watch more TV, and drink more bourbon. Certainly that is what I have done as an initial reaction to the frustration and depression this year has brought.
I’m still not physically back to where I want to be but I am working on that again. I’m also determined to return to the books and the learning that I do love. Before moving to Kentucky I spent most my hours deep in research, or at the very least always flipping through a book or two on history, philosophy, theology, culture, biblical studies, religion, worldview, and generally widening my mind to perspectives and ideas. This still is very important. Ive continued reading and done some study over the past 5 years. This year with more time on my hands Ive rediscovered some of that passion for this. I have delved ever deeper into topics such as political science and theory, the role of government, history of race in America, economics, class struggles. This was no doubt motivated by one of the most insane political years in American history with more twist and turns to come I’m quite sure. I intend to bring here a new aspect of who I have become over the past 5 year as I am not the same person i was then. Though Id say I’ve changed very little in some respects and maybe quite a lot in others.
But the main question. The question I’m sure many others have been asking and contemplating this year.
- HOW DID WE GET HERE?
Yikes, I mean am i really going to be able to answer that? I guess for now I wont really try to give any real justice to such a question. But maybe a simple anecdote.
I was looking for a segue back into this blog. I feel its such an abrupt end to what was a really enjoyable blog to writing almost nothing for five years. Part of me really wishes i had filled the last 5 years with my standard weekly or twice a week post. Incredibly this page gets a decent amount of traffic considering Ive been completely inactive on here for five years. But here we are.
Political history may begin to fill up some of the space in this blog. But perhaps not today.
True to the real nature of this blog I believe we are here today at this moment of turmoil because of what has been lost. This as opposed to what some say many are still clinging to. For instance. In 2019 Toxic Masculinity was under fire. Negative ad campaigns discouraging “Toxic” masculinity. Without going into great detail as many have already done. This attack seems to me and many others completely out of touch with current society. If anything its apparent to me and many if not almost everyone I come into contact with that masculinity is almost completely missing. Its gone. Its not something that needs to go because its not something that seems to even be present. The finger can be pointed in so many directions. Broken homes, absent fathers, break down of traditional parental roles being chief among them. But there are other culprits contributing directly to the break down in male psychology.
This is just an example. Masculinity is lacking. Its not something we’ve had an abundance of so that now it has become toxic and dangerous because men don’t know how to be sensitive. Men are too sensitive. Men are too submissive. Masculine men lead, they act, they speak with authority. They defend their honor their property, they protect those they love, they stand up to tyrants and bullies. They are not controlled by any man but by their own sense of right and wrong. Masculinity is also humble when confronted by difficulty and wonder but resolved to overcome what must be for the sake of self preservation and care for those less capable. Masculinity is in short supply. Toxic Masculinity to is almost non existent as a result.
We are here because of the many things that we have lost or worse that have been stripped away from us. Was it out negligence, our laziness, our complacency? Was it a great enemy, someone who means us great harm by stripping us of the many things that we have lost that bring us to this point of desperation and chaos? Will we find it within ourselves to begin now to do the fighting we must do to retain all that is lost? Are we willing to change those things in our-self that must be changed?
Who now is telling us still that is those who hold on to what is old, from days past, from the wrong side of history who hold back “progress”? Who is telling us that our traditions are no longer important? That the world as it was before is backwards?
Progressive philosophy coupled with Marxist ideology and a deadly combo. This is a rough start back on the blog. But these themes are hard on my mind this year. I’m sure I will have more on male psychology and roles or men and women in society. Many things have changed. Traditionalism is not simply about returning to the old days exactly as they were. Instead its going back to specific things that worked. Recovering what was lost by recovering small pieces that are the building blocks of strong and prosperous societies.